I can’t explain how I am feeling today.
It’s rather strange I actually feel In two halves.
One half is so happy and so excited for the future. The other is sad and consumed with missing and the past.
Is this normal?
Are any of us ever in one space and time?
I read a lot about being present and focussing on the here and now, but is that truly possible.
Can we really hold our mind in the present?
Our souls have grown through our memories and experiences. The life lessons we have learned are still actively teaching us.
Emotions, feelings, patterns, experiences aren’t they what control who we are and what we do?
What about those we have lost? If we stayed in the here and now wouldn’t that mean leaving them in the time behind us.
Do we all walk through life with one foot in the future and the other in the past?
Is there actually a present, I mean the next second makes that moment past.
I did warn you that I was feeling a little strange.
I mean for the presence to really exsist, it must mean that for a moment time is just constant, but we know that isn’t the case. Beyond the normal measurements of time that we recognise, seconds, minutes there is something more that is always in movement.
Always moving forward, never still.
Sometimes I wish I could just switch off my mind, I actually surprise myself at times where my thoughts and wonderings go. When I lose myself in my thoughts of the past and recreate memories in my mind I am still moving forward into the future.
So is my mind in the past or in the future?