Have you ever wanted to hide away from the way you feel.

As if your mind cannot actually face what is happening around you. 

I know I have felt this way numerous times. 

When I lost Livvy for sure. I remember the doctor talking to me but I don’t remember the words. I just couldn’t handle what they were saying. 

Sometimes I feel this way about the world, with the news full of war, disease and politics. 

When I hear of heinous things humans are doing to each other.

Hearts broken

Lives taken 

Souls destroyed.

I really don’t get it.

How some can ignore the pain of others?

How can the lives of some hold less value that others.

Its blamed on religion, ethnicity and so much more but to me it’s simple.

It’s wrong.

We are all the same.

We are all one.

If you prick us do we not bleed? If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us do we not die? 
William Shakespeare

I cannot stay focused on the evil of this world. 
My mind just cannot handle it anymore.

I need to stay focused, more forward and leave the negativity in the past.

There is good in this world and I want to celebrate it. 

I want to fill my heart and my head with the celebrations of life. 

The kind, the happy and the joyful.