This weekend was the curve fashion festival in Manchester, it looked as if it was going to be amazing and from the reports and photos it certainly was a fantastic weekend.
As for me I didn’t go, I allowed my anxiety to win the battle.
I made excuses about starting university, exhaustion levels, financial issues.
But the truth is I find the fashion world daunting.
I think I have come to the conclusion that I have no personal style. The last few months I have fallen in love with so many pieces of clothing only to try them on an realise that they just don’t suit me at all.
The idea of being in a venue stacked full of beautiful women who are completely put together just overwhelmed me.
I’ve come to the conclusion that I need to learn more about the fashion that suits me or actually earn enough money to have a personal stylist.
I’m not sure if it is a confidence issue or an actual mental block when it comes to style but I am really struggling.
I think I need to be on one of those television programmes where they dress you to suit your personality and shape.
Yet I am so frustrated at myself. I cannot believe I allowed fear win the battle again.
Seriously Sara you suck.
It feels like a massive step backwards for me.
I actually hate that I feel this way.
So if anyone of you fashion peeps out there fancy letting me know what I should be wearing please feel free to email me.
Honestly and truthfully I need serious help.