I have been so lucky this Christmas with some amazing presents. Yet my favourite gift was not one of mine, but it was one that really blessed my heart.
You see every Christmas my aunt and uncle sends gift envelopes for my girls. It is something they and I are completely grateful for. Also whichever foster child joins our family will also find themselves with a envelope with their name on Christmas morning.
This is so lovely and so appreciated,
Yet it’s isn’t these envelopes that really warm my heart.
It is the one that has still carried on coming every christmas for Livvy.
The sweet envelope with my beautiful daughters name is what makes my Christmas Day.
Knowing that she isn’t forgotten.
It’s a just little envelope that holds so much more than the money inside it.
More than the flowers the money will buy.
Losing a child is unbearable the shock comes first but then you are left with a lingering agonising pain.
It’s the pain of watching people move on with their lives that twists deep into your heart.
They move on without her.
I cannot bear the thought that Livvy will be forgotten and yes it’s something that causes such a panic within my heart.
So when this envelope comes along I am so grateful that my aunt and uncle are just taking a little time to say, “she isn’t forgotten”.
That for me is the best present ever.
Thank you Auntie & Uncle