So as we start the new year I have been thinking a lot about the word I wish to lead me through the next 365 days.
The word that will represent all my hopes and prayers for 2015.
It isn’t easy finding one word which fits all your plans and ideas.
Still after thinking hard for a while I am going to go with the word.
2015 is going to be my year of dreams.
This is a big step out of the ordinary for me.
You see I have never really allowed myself to dream.
Broken promises, painful situations and a lot of disappointment made me believe that dreams were for others and not for me.
It was something I accepted as just life.
I could hope but I couldn’t dream.
I was never the girl who dreamed of her wedding day.
Of the children she would have or career she would achieve.
Anxiety and disbelief stole away my dreams.
I cannot get excited for an event or a holiday until I am actually there and as for promises, well maybe we shouldn’t go there.
But this year is going to be different.
I am going to allow myself to dream and I’m going to see my dreams fulfilled.
I am going to dream that I can and will achieve my goals.
I will attend university.
I will move forward with this blog.
I will further my writing career.
I will put myself forward more.
I will look in the mirror and like what i see.
I will believe in me.
2015 you are my year to dream.
Its scary but it’s time.
One thought on “My word for 2015”
You can do it sweety, you’ve chosen a great, powerful word. Hold on to it *hugs*