Crap crap and crap, I have the January blues.
It’s been a weird start to 2014 and I do have a hell of a lot to be grateful for, but besides all this Right now I’m feeling a little low.
I’m reading a lot of articles, blogs, status’s and tweets full of exciting new year plans and all I can think is “yeah whatever”
My get up and go has certainly got up and gone.
I need some direction right now. A deadline, a plan. Just something to give me the gigantic kick up the bum that I need.
I have started my new fitness plan, I’ve been in the pool twice this week and loved it.
But to be honest I don’t think its about the external more the internal.
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking this week and sometimes that isn’t a good thing.
Dreams I had as a child, the hopes, the expectations.
Questioning what I have achieved.
Missing what I have lost.
Please go away you aren’t welcome here.