Wow I cannot tell you how angry I am feeling right now.
So frustrated by the injustice in this world.
So devastated by my grief.
I am angry that children are dying through hunger when so many have so much.
I am angry that I had I bury my daughter.
So many times I can find my inner sunshine and find peace with this world.
Today I am so cross.
I have a rage burning up inside of me.I am so lost.
Normally the peace maker today I want to start a war.
I want to battle against poverty.
I want to fight against Rett syndrome.
I want so much for things to be different.
Today I wonder how to move forward. How to let my heart open again.
It’s hard my husband says I want to save the whole world.
Maybe I’m selfish today because right now I just wish I could have saved Livvy.