You know what I’m in a good place right now.
The beginning of this year has brought me many changes, hard decisions and a lot of heartache.
I have doubted who I am, stood in judgement on myself.
It wasn’t good and for a while there I was scared.
Scared of falling into the darkness.
Thankfully I didn’t, even in the midst of it all I held on for the light.
And it came.
Yeah that feels so good to say that.
I don’t find it easy to be in that happy place. I struggle so much with guilt, fear and just the burning desire to be liked.
Happiness isn’t my natural go to point.
But finally I’m in that place where I want to shout out.
HEY YOU KNOW WHAT, IM GOOD