I’m delighted to be joining back in with Bonnie’s faith jam. We missed you honey!
Sometimes I lie awake tossing and turning. My mind racing away, analyzing decisions then reanalyzing them.
I change my mind numerous times not knowing which is the right way.
Forwards, backwards, left or right.
Yet the truth is I forget to do the most important thing.
I forget to pray.
Jesus tells us not to worry, but how many hours do I waste to this evil?
Why aren’t I on my knees, why do I forget to pray?
Becoming a Christian meant I trust my life to God.
So why aren’t I showing him trust?
Why do I fall back into my own wicked ways?
I know and understand the core of my trust issues, but these cannot hold me back anymore.
I need to trust
I need to lean on the Lord
I need to open my heart
God will find a way.