I’m delighted to be joining back in with Bonnie’s faith jam. We missed you honey!

 

Sometimes I lie awake tossing and turning. My mind racing away, analyzing decisions then reanalyzing them.

 

I change my mind numerous times not knowing which is the right way.

 

Forwards, backwards, left or right.

 

Yet the truth is I forget to do the most important thing.

 

I forget to pray.

 

Jesus tells us not to worry, but how many hours do I waste to this evil?

 

Why aren’t I on my knees, why do I forget to pray?

 

Becoming a Christian meant I trust my life to God.

 

So why aren’t I showing him trust?

 

Why do I fall back into my own wicked ways?

 

I know and understand the core of my trust issues, but these cannot hold me back anymore.

 

I need to trust

 

I need to lean on the Lord

 

I need to open my heart

 

God will find a way.