Some days I’ve just had enough.

I don’t want to pretend

I don’t want to smile

I don’t want to understand

I don’t want to care.

I want to switch off

Ignore right or reason

Escape

Run away

Hide

Today is one of these days.

I miss Livvy so much, her innocence used to just make me forget the stresses of the day.

Her cheeky giggle made me forget all my worries.

I miss her so much it physically hurts.

It doesn’t get easier.