It should have been a simple visit to wheelchair services.

But nothing is simple when you are grieving.

Visiting a place that has memories filling every inch of the place.

Another first.

Another place without her.

Another reminder of our loss.

Another dose of pain.

I can’t make sense of life today.

I don’t understand or care for Gods plan.

Today I’m hurting desperately.

Today I’m so angry I could scream.

Today I want to lose myself in my memories.

Today just like yesterday I want my daughter back.